You'll never see this face again...

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 03:14:02 GMT

so many things about today have brought up my spirits higher than anyone could've imagined.
for all of those kind words/offers from unexpected people i am so grateful for.
my hard work doesnt go unnoticed.
xoxo

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 22:19:08 GMT

been super busy but tomorrow i get my SLEEVE!!!! :) followed by 3 days of no work. life is good.

and by 'xxx' i don't mean straight edge.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 23:51:14 GMT

in amsterdam 'xxx' stands for bravery, persistance and courage...
i think that's awesome.

who doesn't need a vacation.....

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 00:51:58 GMT

i sure as hell do!!!!!

so here's the deal.
i wanna go either to a theme park or just get a hotel on the beach and spend a weekend relaxing with friends....
i'm thinking the 15-17 or the weekend after unless we can do it during the week sometime [but i know that can be difficult for some]

so here's where you speak up
tell me what you'd wanna do, what theme park, what weekend.

holla back!!!!!
[even if you don't wanna go on this mini vacation]

xoxoxo

for those i haven't talked to in a while....

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 23:59:50 GMT

here's an update of my life....
my sister is getting married to nathan...she finally got the ring.
oh! and my mom is getting married to tom....in nov.
can we say mindfuck.
work sucks so i am on the search for a new job.

i fucking love each and every one of my friends.
i'm gonna start my sleeve sooon!!!!!
i am really looking foward to moving...wherever i may move.
bbq sun and i'm stoked.

some of you don't even try to talk to me anymore...
my hand will not got out anymore.

i'm pretty content but confused with life.

Fri, 13 May 2005 02:47:53 GMT

tomorrow dead to fall
the 22nd BEST SHOW EVER, aka terror comeback kid modern life is war siani beach and this is hell
the 30th death before dishonor

i am excited!!!

KNUCKLE TATTOOS....

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 05:56:37 GMT

so, everyone has a list of silly knuckle tattoos....well i have thought of the best one ever...well for me at least.

ready.....

KNIT PURL

hahahahahahahahahhahahaha

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 23:45:29 GMT

gah....i hate getting anxious and nervous over this shit.
why won't my phone ring already....bleh!

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 20:21:51 GMT

The past two days waking up has been interesting.
On mon i totally didn't hear my alarm and woke up at 530...when i was supposed to be AT work. amazing...
Last night i went to sleep in a tank top and a sweater and woke up just in the tank top. How i managed that is beyond me.

When i get 'creative' i make a mess.

I decided jay mccarroll will be making my wedding dress...i don't care how much it'll cost. hahah

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 01:22:22 GMT

Sad news today at work...two of our regulars are in the hospital. their wives came in today and of course i make their drinks and than find out they both may not make it. I wanted to cry....i can't believe i have gotten attached to two customers.
Funny thing though..some lady went into labor but had to stop at starbucks to get her drink on the way to the hospital. hahaha amazing!
oh! and st. patty's day my manager ilona had a baby boy...he is so damn adorable!

if i ever have a baby my husband will not be allowed to video tape....it's fucking creeeeeeeeepy!

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 13:41:30 GMT

PLLLLEASEEE someone come with me!!!!

mon the 7th in orlando at backbooth 7 SECONDS is playing with champion!!!!

pleaseeee someone come with me...it's 7 seconds! who doesn't love 7 seconds?!?!?!?!

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 04:36:02 GMT

jay won!!!!
yeah i wanted kara till i saw how she took advantage of the shoe situation...so i'm excited!

VALENTINES DAY!

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 19:37:38 GMT

ok EVERYONE

Respond if you are going or not and where you want to go.

Please don't pick anywhere expensive.
Also don't pick places that everyone can't eat at.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 00:27:58 GMT

SUPER BOWL SUNDAY!

i don't know if anyone has plans or if they even enjoy watching the game but hey it's a reason to all get together right?

we just got a big screen tv so we can have a party!
holla back!

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 18:38:59 GMT

Ok...so it's feb.
Meaning in 2 weeks it's V-Day...yes it's a silly holiday but i think we all should go out to dinner or something.
PLEASE respond with a yes or no, i'm sure some of you already have plans but at least reply. hell even if it's go get ice cream or something i don't care.
We can all get super dressed up.....yesssss.

totally seems to be my favorite word.

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 22:15:27 GMT

I toooootttaaalllly can't believe it's friday. I'm damn happy it is. Tomorrow i def will be sleeping in.

So frankenstein likes to eat carpet and it annoys me. He's never just calm, he's either sleeping or CRAAZZY. hahah totally worth it though. After i get my taxes i totally will have most of him payed off.

I started going to the gym on mon and i have gone everyday but wed and i totallly love it. Anyone who wants to work out with me def let me know. It gets boring sometimes.

I decided i wanna find a boy. I'm really not looking though. haha. I just want it to happen. Not likely gonna happen with the amazing selection of boys we have down here haha but still.

I'm hoping to have all the money for my rib by mid feb....and i know what i want on my other rib but i'll wait a bit before i say it to matt/frank/whomever, i was inspired by shotpointblank. hahah soo many music related tattoos.

hahahah by the way...i wanted to congratulate everyone for getting tattooed recently...it's the first time ever that alll of us have gotten something done.

greatest entry ever.....the end.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 19:21:30 GMT

ATTENTION::

There is a new UCB family member....he goes by FRANKENSTEIN...everyone shall meet asap.

thanks talia, chippy and andrea for helping out with everything yesturday, frankenstein and i love you all so much!

EVERYONE RESPOND

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 00:34:47 GMT

Next fri to sun who wants to go away.
Either to the west coast of fl or st auggie or just a little more north or even a theme park, i don't give a shit. Hell even the keys.
I need this and i know a lot of you do too.
Comment back even if it's a no...i need an answer so i can make a decision on where and everything.
Thanks.
xoxox

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 20:30:09 GMT

yesturday i toooootally forgot to put on a bra before i went to work....and i didn't realize till it was too late. hahaha i am amazing.

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 18:22:58 GMT

Everything has been very surreal lately.

My heart goes out to all of my friends[family] who are going through hard times. I love you and am here no matter what.

This weather brings back sooo many old memories of old friends. All i want to do is just go to the beach and talk. To whome? I don't care. I just want a really good long conversation with someone about something somewhat inteligent. Last mon when i bought my bed i started talking to this one guy who was friends with the people who work at addison house and somehow we got into a convo about how scent is the strongest thing tied to memory and how your brain works with scents. The guy must have been like 35 and we totally had nothing in common [with personal interests] but he was just one of those people you could have an amazing convo with. I miss that.

Speaking of beds, i got my matress today but sadly i have to wait 5 to 15 more weeks till i can get my bed itself :(....it's being shipped from denmark though so i understand.

The best and most exciting thing that has happened lately is i got a barbie christmas tree! With a treeskirt and pink barbie lights.....yes i am getting to an unhealthy level with this barbie stuff but i don't care. haha

I need a vacation....

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 15:55:26 GMT

Because i am THE BIGGEST fucking dork, i want to go see the polar express at the imax....anyone else down? maybe we can go tonight? holla back!

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 21:19:27 GMT

Today was good. I got a full night sleep and i didn't have an alarm wake me.

EVERYONE COMMMMMEEEE!!!!

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 20:11:56 GMT

THIS SAT BEFORE THE TERROR SHOW:

BBQ MY HOUSE!

BRING SOME FOOD, I WILL HAVE A LOT OF STUFF BUT I WON'T HAVE EVERYTHING.

I'D SAY BRING BAITHING SUITS BUT AFTER THE BBQ IS THE SHOW SO IT'S ALL UP TO YOU.

HOLLA BACK!

yay or nay...

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 21:24:45 GMT

BBQ SUNDAY?

fate....destiny....

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 21:40:28 GMT

ok so on the way home on my break today all i could think was how i wish that every stop light would be green and everyone on the road would drive as fast as i'd like so i could get home faster. so i began the think, what if when every car went through an intersection it was green. most likely tons of people would get into accidents and die but what if everyone was able to get through barely missing eachother because it wasn't their time. do you think fate could be that powerful? that only the people who were destined to get into an accident would? i don't know how i feel about it. i think i'm overthinking something that should never be thought about for more than 5 seconds.
hahah i'm totally loosing it.

if i'm not working a lot monday what does everyone think about a bbq on sun?